today has seemed really long but yet i dont feel like i have achieved much at all. we spent all morning making a moodboard on photoshop (see image) and i absoloutely detest photoshop. we had to do swatches on it, which to be honest i think look crap and really wish we hadnt had to put them on. i dunno just feeling a bit down at the moment so getting easily irratable so when things kept going wrong on that damned photoshop i was getting really angry with it.

I liked my moodboard before we had to add the writing, cut out image and swatches as it just looked like a pile of old photos sprayed out on a table. I quite like the idea of using polaroid type photos in a print for a design as i really like the retro feel they give.

The afternoon session was a bit better although my knee was playing up so i couldnt get comfy. we were told to think about 5 people that we consider to be a success and why.

i think i am going to have a think about that and do another post later cos at the moment i can only think of 2.

i think that it has made me feel a bit more determined and when Sarah said about sticking to your values, beleifs and ethics it really hit home for me because when me and my boyfriend split up i found that i was going against my V,BandEs to be accepted by him and his friends but i soon realised that it made me into someone i didnt like. and i think that it is really important to stick with what you beleive in and dont change that for anyone because at the end of the day they are part of who you are and if anyone makes you feel like you need to change that then they are really not worth having in your life.

Never comprimise who you are and what you beleive in